| so i started going to the library rather than the SU. i like it better there. and despite being on the noisy 5th floor, i can get more studying done there than in the SU.
i also started studying on a desk FINALLY. it helps a lot. i get my work done a lot faster and i concentrate more. ill try to stick with wat dr. nika told me. 1 HR OF STUDYING A DAY FOR EACH CLASS! its not so bad, just gotta buckle down and do it like i did during summer. plus...if i do that...that should mean nothing to worry about during the weekend.
*sigh
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| Ever since I was little I remember that I always wanted to be something in the medical field. I probably went from vet, to optometrist, to plain out doctor, and now to surgeon. I guess I've just been going up the ladder. But I always told myself that I would help people when I get older. It never crossed my mind that the cost of school would be a problem for me. Now it just hit me harder than ever that we're barely able to pay for my undergrad...and I still have a long way to go.
Never in my life did I ever think about being tough, definitely not being the military type. And now that's the path that I'm taking. A totally different path to become a surgeon than I ever thought I would take. But I'll do whatever it takes to get there. I'll admit that I'm pretty nervous...physical things have never ever been my strong point, and it probably will never be either. But I'm pretty excited. Because I never pictured myself being in the military, I really want to prove to myself that I can make it. I also want to prove others that I can be a military girl. I am tough. Despite my passive personality.
It's time for a change for me as well.
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| I'm pretty happy with the grades I got for spring semester!
Womens studies: A
Communications: A
Sociology: A
Biology 197: B
Darn that biology.
As for summer school. Microbiology is pretty tough already. I feel overwhelmed. I feel like all I even do now is study. I really want to do well in this class, but it's taking so much out of me. AND IT'S ONLY THE FIRST DAMN WEEK.
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| IS FINALLY OVER! HOORAYYYYYY!
I have summer vacation for 5 days then I start summer school on the 11th. BOO. Last day of summer school is July 3.
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| hasnt it? Just a quick update I guess.
My last day of school is Tuesday! Hooray! All of my finals are lumped on that day. But it's okie because I get done before everyone else. Thennnn I start summer school on the 11th. *sigh. It's not going to be finished until July 3. I decided not to get a job during summer because summer school is already cramming a lot, I don't know how I'd be able to handle that plus work plus volunteer. I'm getting kind of worried about how much money we have now though. My dad keeps saying that he can't pay for my classes and books and stuff. I told him that I didn't have to take summer school if we can't afford it. But it gets me pretty angry knowing that he spends like 1000 plus going to the Philippines like...4 or 5 times a year. I really should tell him if we're not doing too well to not go this month. I doubt that'll change his mind though.
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I feel bad because I didn't get any other scholarships besides the Millenium even though I probably could've gotten A LOT more. I don't know how we're even going to pay for me in graduate and medical school. That's so much more expensive....
I'm worried about my future...
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